ХуЛите - From a very sad time in my life

I´m sitting here
I feel the fear
a part of me starts to cry
another part wants to die.
I´m wondering why I´m so bad
I watch my arms and they are red
red like my blood thats over me
I hate this life I don´t want to be

I want to run away
I don´t know if there´s a way
Why I´m here it´s just shit
I want to leave I want to quit

By the way
Nothing was and gonna be okay

And so I´m sitting here
I feel a tear
Which shows me that I´ve cried
and a part of me has already died