автор: abased

to close my eyes
and clench my teeth as i sleep
so the light would come brighter
and the moment
when
i starve
for air

is right now.
a blink to draw away the veil
and who would believe it
just hours later...
the pain...
sinks deep
in everything

it`s completely useless to be warm
when it`s trying to crack the walls
`cause when it finally goes off
it will be really nothing
and in the dark
they are so huge and cold
so i`ve been wrong.



i`m ready to do anything
but the god damn body won`t stop breaking
and i can`t stand it in here
`cause all i wish is that i could fly
but i can never move those useless joints
and you won`t
ever look deeper
inhaling your own beauty
perfection
spattered with Mud I Want You To Shut Up To Shut Up To Sh...



while even my happiest
smile hits your
iron eyes

and i`ll be gone

three, two..
zero