I`m too tired of thinking
without finding the answers.
I`m so tired of fighting
dead witches and monsters.
I`m tired of being afraid
and constantly looking ahead.
I`m tired of loving
without being loved.
I`m so tired of being numb
or called "dumb".
I`m so tired of crying
without easing the pain.
I`m so tired of listening
what they want to gain.
I`m so tired of being used to
standing them as I used to.
I`m so tired of keeping secrets,
of listening to someone`s regrets;
I`m so tired of smiling
when my heart wants to shut up
I`m so tired of not knowing
the truth...and wake up!
I`m so tired of being me...
tired of it all, believe me!
~CR 2004